*~Since When?

Since when did I ever think about something so sad? Since when did one look at your face bring me pain? Since when have you decided to completly ignore me? Since when was I afraid to speak? Since when did I watch from far away, like a sitting duck instead of doing anything? Since when have I hated you? Since when have I wanted nothing else but you? Since when has my world crubled underneth me and left me falling for hours, I want to do something, show you how i've changed, but you wont notice will you?

After all.

I cant reach you.

Since when?....
Since I said hello.